IS THIS THE FIRST OR THE LAST DAY OF MY FREEDOM ?

IS THIS THE FIRST OR THE LAST DAY OF MY FREEDOM?

As I stand here at the crossroad of my life

i think to myself

is this the first or the last day of my freedom.

through the 18 years of my life

so much said and done

But have i said or done enough?

A life that i've lived so perfect

with all the care in the world.

as a child and a teen i got what i deserved.

But its time to stop here and start again

make a new beginning -a new life i must create.

move ahead and leave nothing to destiny

even through the confusions and when facts go awry.

so much has happened -so much i have learned

but the realities of life

still remain undiscovered.

will i fail, will i  succeed, will i make it to the top?

what will life be like ? will the worries ever stop?

Does life get better from here ,do we enjoy the freedom?

the money the independence , this self-made kingdom!!

I have gotten all that i could

its time now to make my own move

 its time to make the right choices ,time to face the world.

somewhere between the toys and the books-i grew up!!

Is the good part over or the best is yet to come?

Someone please tell me-Is this the first or the last day of my freedom?